Moms, Mats and Manuscripts

S2E5 - Ksenia's journey through PhD, burnout and starting over

Ivna Ivanković & Ksenia Volkova Tomaz Season 2 Episode 5

In this raw and honest episode of Moms, Mats & Manuscripts, Ksenia opens up about her bold decision to quit her PhD program and walk away from academia. In conversation with co-host Ivna, she shares the deep burnout, physical symptoms, and intuitive nudges that led her to realise: continuing was no longer sustainable.

This isn’t your typical “I left my PhD” story. Ksenia dives into the emotional complexity of making such a choice, the fear of disappointing others, and the surprising relief she found in finally listening to her inner voice. We talk about how academic pressure and perfectionism can mask chronic unhappiness - and how yoga became a compass for rebuilding a purposeful, fulfilling life outside of the lab.

Whether you're a struggling PhD student, burned-out postdoc, or someone questioning your path, this episode is a compassionate, real-life reflection on redefining success, honouring your mental health, and following your intuition.

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